What about school?
What about college?
Yes, I can take care of the children, I'll do anything for you Steph. But think about your life here. Didn't you say you wanted to be this big hotshot animator for Pixar? Didn't you say you want to see Rathya on the big screen?
Yes, I am bringing up Rathya.
You have an entire life ahead of you dear, I really want to know whether or not you're ready for this kind of change. Do you have money? Do you have a bus pass that will work during school hours? What if you run out of money? What would you do then?
How will you keep touch with us?
Please think of these things before you run off on your own, or at least read M's Turtorial a thousand times over. DON'T DO ANYTHING YOU ARE GOING TO REGRET. I cannot stress that enough dear. Ask questions. Contact people. You say you'll be finding your mother. Are you sure that's a good idea? Steph, I'm worried. This could be a trap. Can't you just run just to run?
Must you become obsessed?
I know you are worried about our deaths. I can see that in those pictures you drew. Those ARE your dreams aren't they? Oh Steph, I'm so sorry. This is my fault. I should not have gotten involved. But Steph, just know that I am behind you all the way. If you need money I'll send you some. If you need clues I'll contact Dr. Fitzpatrick. If you need a place to sleep, you are always welcome here. Just don't let yourself become his puppet, that's all I ask. I know you're worried about that too. Steph, I've known you since we were kids, playing on the swings. Remember the swings? Remember that breezy summer day? Remember the library when it was a library? Remember Caz Pool? Remember me falling in the creek and you saving me?
You were such a good swimmer. I always hoped you would join the school swim team.
But it's too late for that, right? You've got so much on your mind.
I've I can just kill this creature I would, but I can't even see him. But I could kill the Bitch.
But I can't I'm not a killer. And you're not a killer either.
Don't do anything rash...keep in touch.
I'll take care of them for you.
I promise.
They say the rainbow represents a promise. According to biblical legend God created the rainbow as a promise to the world that he would never flood it ever again. That's going to be our symbol Steph. The rainbow.
In the name of Frank right? He saved our lives didn't he?
The rainbow, Steph. I have to commend you for the wonderful background image...as shocking as it was. There will be no more sadness, you'll see.
....
Keep holding on, my dear friend. I'll be waiting for you at the end of that rainbow.
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Do you think I can continue school after all this? Do you really?
ReplyDeleteI'll try to come back if I can, I can't make any promises. But my life is pretty much screwed if I stay. At least you guys will stay alive if I leave. I cannot allow you to become more involve. It's not just my life I care about anymore. If I have to stay in school for another year like Leon (the jerk), so be it.
Nobody's going to die on my watch.
I'm leaving on Wednesday, and that's final. I won't be coming back until I find my mother, dead or alive. I need to find out her connection with this thing. I need to know why it attacked her that one day. Maybe then, I'll realize what it wants with me.
Until then, I'll be doing odd jobs, and keeping in contact using the library's computers. I have $400 in my savings account, it's not enough I know, but I'm pretty sure my dad will be able to lend me something, that is once I finally tell him the news.
This is only mean to be temporary, it's not supposed to be a long term thing.
But any support is welcome, especially coming from you. You don't know how much your support means to me Rebecca.
Thank you.
And I'm sorry.
how very heartwarming.
ReplyDeleteare you two going to hug now?
Trickortreak, shut up. Go bother someone else with your smart remarks, why don't you?
ReplyDeleteSteph, I hope you know what you're doing. If you find anything good tell me. Don't disappear off of the face of the Earth now.
Same with money and a place to live. Anything you need, I'll be here for you.
I would tell your dad real soon about this whole thing, he's probably going to be resistant at first but once you explain to him that this is about your mother I'm sure he'll understand.
Good luck.
Also, stop apologizing. This is not your fault, it's nobody's fault.
This is just some silly predicament that we have to overcome.